Random I am

1. My real name is Angel, only because the hospital forgot to put the "a" on my birth certificate.
2. I am currently a full time employee, in college full time, and I am in love with SL, MW, and Farmville
3. I have two sisters and a brother (on my mom's side) and 13 brothers and sisters because my dad is a male whore whom I have never met but one of them and i am the oldest of all of them
4. I don't know what my "real" hair color is.
5. I got married in a prison with my only witnesses being the chaplain and some dude mopping the floor. I wonder why it didn't work lol.
6. I have to be at least 15-20 minutes early for everything or I think that I am late.
7. I have really huge breasts that are 100% real.
8. I met my fiance on plentyoffish.com and we have been together now for over 2 years hopefully planning our wedding soon.
9. I hate any type of light when I am trying to sleep. I have to have my room completely dark and no tv.
10. My biggest desire in this world is to have a baby. I would give up the world just to have one.
11. Until my current boyfriend I had never dated anyone without a felony. (and i have never been in trouble.)
12. I was the youngest Emergency Medical Technician (EMT) ever to be licensed in the state of Virginia at the age of 16.
13. I graduated in the 11th grade with a 4.0 GPA.
14. I have the ugliest cutest dog in the world.
15. I don't like many people. I live a quiet life and prefer it that way.
16. My grandfather (R.I.P) was my Idol. Although many people never saw what a great man he was.
17. I will not eat anything that a pepper (green, yellow, red, any) has touched even if it wasn't cooked with it I won't touch it.
18. 3 years ago. I moved back to Virginia from Florida. I went out the window only taking two bags of clothes and have rebuilt my life again at home with people whom I love.
19. My mother is my best friend and my worst enemy at times and I couldn't imagine life without her.
20. I adore senior citizens and wish I could match my clothes to my lipstick and accesories like they do.
21. I have a very high IQ but, refuse to show that to others unless questioned.
22. I use the air conditioner in the winter because I am always Hot.
23. 4 years ago I weighed over 480 lbs and have spent the last 4 years getting healthy and have lost over 230 lbs. I suffered from bullemia and have a hole in my esophagus.
24. Luane Leasure is probably one of the best friends I have ever had and I have never met her in person.
25. I never thought I could think of 25 random things about me. I guess I could.

Tuesday August 17, 2010

Today begins the day where I start to journal. to tell my life. to put it out there.I have contemplated beginning a blog because I am such a private person yet. I feel the need to do it. It gives me strength to clear my head and to say what I am feeling in my own setting. I would begin by telling about me or who i am but, if you are reading this you know who i am you know what i am about and you know my words are true. This morning I woke up knowing it is back to work for me tomorrow yet I know that this weekend I will finally have 4 days to spend with the man I love.  Sometimes I believe we take things for granted and realize that every minute counts we have had our problems but, god himself knows that I don't think I could live a day without Gerald in my life or better yet I don't want to. In life we think of all we have been through and I never regret I just learn that through my mistakes I have become the person I am today. Well this morning I woke up to go take a shower before me and Gerald went out to breakfast and you would never guess there was no water. Damn water people and I wasn't even late with my bill. So I called for once I didn't immediately curse someone out or get mad and the lady was like "oh no they cut the wrong person's water off" WTF??? You don't give me a credit when you make a mistake like that. Oh well. Water is back on no harm done. Now I think I need a nap...