The tears and joys of a wedding

Okay crazy minds do not work for me lately. I have decided on this dress for the wedding. I am actually In LOVE with this dress http://www.toodresses.com/Wedding-Dresses-Plus-Size-Wedding-Dresses.html

Planning A Wedding

Oh wow! I get to plan a BIG one! Something that matters.. Something that will be.. As I begin to look I get excited that soon I will be married and this time in a real wedding, to a real man, not one who ummmmm sucks big ones. or small ones (literally). I was such an idiot to of did that. I should have been a runaway bride!! Hell, it would have been real smart. But, this time It is real. My heart, my soul, my love.